So today is thanksgiving and I woke up and went to snapchat my friends wishing them a happy thanksgiving, but I remembered I can’t so I just messaged them instead. Shocker!
Today has been pretty hard because I can’t really go anywhere and do anything so I’m just sort of left to my own devices. It’s sort of isolating, going from knowing what’s going on in everyone’s lives, being able to relate to other people in the world, then to being on your own. I’ll be honest I’m not loving this whole detox, but I think I’m just going through my “withdrawal” period.
I’m also very confused as to whether or not YouTube counts as social media. Like am I allowed to watch a video or is that off limits? Ive decided to keep it off limits for the most part, however I may watch a video here and there if someone brings my attention to it.
I saw another blog talking about finding yourself and to go back to doing things you used to love, which reminded me of the time in my life when I was obsessed with making music videos. I think I’m gonna give it another shot, sounds fun.
When you aren’t consumed by media you do a lot of thinking. Thoughts about my past good and bad would cross my mind often and I’m not sure how i felt about it. In the long run I think it’s therapeutic to come face to face with things in your life you just shoved to the back as a distant memory, but for now I’m over it! I’m normally good with putting unhappy thoughts aside, but not having constant social media has made it harder.
Instead I ended up doing some karaoke with my sister, granted I’m a horrible singer, but it’s still fun. I was gonna keep this to myself, but I opened my iPad and saw a twitter notification about my blog tweet and immediately deleted the apps off of my iPad as well. Oops!
I’ve felt sort of sick all day. I’ve been getting over yet another cold! I’ve just been reading other blogs, feels sort of dumb because it’s basically just a more grammatically correct and meaningful version of Twitter, but oh well.
I’ve been dealing with something and I wrote a blog post about it in my notes app and it really helped me get control and closure. Really liking blogging as an outlet. I feel at peace, i have thoughts running through my head all day and writing really helps you gain control and separate/understand those thoughts.
Also I know my writing is all over the place, I’m just sort of rambling and coming back to my notes throughout the day to add my thoughts.
Okay y’all I have a confession. I downloaded twitter and Facebook for 5 seconds to check something about a friend and deleted them right away. I feel horrible. I had a minor relapse, but it’s okay, it was bound to happen. I promise it’s the LAST time. That’s it for today, goodnight bloggy.
SONG OF THE DAY: “Titanium” – Sia & David Guetta. *Insert clip of me singing this song* This song is just really powerful and makes you feel like you can conquer the world.